Emotional Rollercoaster


 Beau lays on my bed waiting for his last trip to the vet. He will be cremated. They assured me his body would be respected. I can't stop crying. Meghan is staying here, working from home. I love her so much. 

These last 4 months have been an emotional roller-coaster. Surely a new door will open soon. I have my own idea what these new doors look like but I'll accept whatever door is presented. I'm grateful for all I have. My life is good and getting better. Focus on the gain, not the pain.


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