Easter Sunday

 OMG this was wonderful. It had quite a calming effect. My anxiety is up a few notches as I take Beau to the vet tomorrow at 2:30. This helped. I have meds too. It was also good for my pain. 

We're going to take the toad on a ride north in the morning. I'm scouting out a place I want to homestead on for 2 weeks. Maybe see some more joy from Beau if we get out by a lake and a place to hang out.  3 different parks run by 2 counties. It's dry camping. I've scouted via Satellite view.

Beau surprises me sometimes. He'll get right up and wobble over to a food bowl and start eating. Devouring it. There's different kinds of food all over. He is mostly blind and real weak. Sometimes he seems confused. Sometimes he'll start chewing on a bone. I made him exercise but I did have to carry him down and up 5 flights (45 lbs). He pooped and peed. Every now and then he wags his tail. He likes to hang out on the balcony. He'll pee there as well.

It is what it is. I'll wait to hear what the doctor says. I hope he can make it to Colorado. I need a pup to help me hear. The weird places I stay requires that we pay attention. Beau loves to bark.